You can’t even take 20 goddamned minutes it your time to get me a coffee
All you want to do is sleep
I just said it’s over and you’re more concerned with going to sleep!
Fuck you you clearly don’t give a crap about our relationship
All that raw anger is gone now. I’m feeling a lot calmer than I was an hour ago. I’m shocked to find out who’ll come and help me when I need it isn’t the people I thought. I’m actually building some kind of friendship with someone for the first time in a couple years and it feels pretty good. Not having any close friends I can go and chill out with is causing me a lot of sadness and I’m happy to know I’m not completely unlikeable
I wish things weren’t so complicated though, it would be nice to just have a FRIEND that simply cares about my well being, instead of outer feelings get in the way. I love my boyfriend, and I’m not ready to throw that away.
But I’m struggling. I feel like I’ve taken a lot from him and it causes me pain. I just want to be ok with things, with him going out and partying, or hanging out with his girl mates. I want to not worry. I want his happiness and everyone telling me I’m taking that away from him is just hard
Why is everything so hard
Why am I so exhausted all the time
I just want to sleep
i feel like i am only existing. i want to be living. i just constantly feel like i’m missing out on everything someone my age should be experiencing. having a tight group of friends, real love, endless nights. there’s plenty more. i feel like something’s holding me down and i’m wasting my life away and before you know it it’ll all be gone.
James Potter was ready to sacrifice his life to save Lily.
Severus Snape was ready to sacrifice James Potter’s life to save Lily.